I am happily married and have been for several years. Yet I’ve dreamed about a man, the same man all my life…and it isn’t my husband. I’ve never met the man in my dream, but for as long as I can remember I’ve been dreaming about this blond, blue-eyed stranger. I usually forget all about him until I have the dream again then he’s clear in my mind until life changes gears and other thoughts cloud my head. I had the dream again a couple of nights ago and I’m writing this to remind myself. Maybe if I spend more time thinking about him the answer will come.
The dream comes about once a year and I only remember him, never the setting or conversation. I also feel an intense attachment to him, not sexual but intimate. I love him, but in what form I’m not sure. When I wake I usually feel intense grief and disappointment.
It’s the strangest thing, I don’t understand it. Past life? Past life love? Guardian Angel? Ghost? Figment of my imagination?